May 6th, 2005
I have three papers due all within three weeks
and I have done NO RESEARCH
commence shitting in my pants.
shit why did I take major classes here!?!?
I thought I was being smart
I was wrongggggggg.
you know for all you folks thinking about studying abroad
one of the best things is though you will know no one
you are automatically cooler when they hear you're from NY
and that you have an accent.
All my papers have no page requirements only word ones
does someone know how many pages 3,000 words is?
I'm not even back in NP yet and I already have a on-campus job
and a position on the e-board of a club
I'm still wondering why I ran away from the cute boy in my tutorial yesterday
anyone ever experience that awkward moment
caused by the indecision of what to say even though you think that person is cute
asking someone out to a cup of coffee should be easier.
or a beer because I totally have an on-campus pub.
I like the fact I don't have to leave campus to get smashed.
I will give someone a gummy bear if they can tell me what "root" means in Aussie,
its funny believe me.
March 13th, 2005
everyone has asked me about Aussie I think expects wild tales of how different and how much like paradise it is.
honestly it is very different, but living in a dorm, I feel like its the same
which is both comforting and maddening
because isn't that what I was running away from?
it is however beautiful here, and different and relaxing and if nothing else allowed me to find my own way for a bit.
because I think along the way of trying to make the people I love happy
I wouldn't allow myself to think of my own
all I know is I've been eating alot of nutella
and humus and I found chinatown!
bubble tea goodness
I saw the notebook today, it is definitely the best bonding girl movie ever.
another reason I should really just screw reason and try to follow my heart
which I have NEVER done
its a bit pathetic and I don't want to be that kind of person
if I whine about love, I feel I should have had a good go at it first right?
really now, some things just aren't in our control,
and some are and we just need to get over ourselves
so just enjoy your life and hope for the best.
and you know what? I'm really enjoying missing New Paltz. =D
Current Mood: sleepy
January 24th, 2005
This past week at New Paltz was really bittersweet.
I left some unfinished business I had hoped to resolve
but hardly anything is ever complete is it.
still wondering if I'm running towards something life changing
or running from things I'm too afraid to deal with.
all I know is that after being extremely dirty,
waiting for an hour for the A C E to come
I got to enjoy the hottest guitar player grand central station probably has ever heard.
January 1st, 2005
You Are the Enthusiast
You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life.
You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new.
Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy.
You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.
December 31st, 2004